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Thursday, January 31, 2008

A New Shithead

I love shithead! For everyone who knows him, I've found a new one. Hehe.

Imagine finding another one? Another reason to come to work? Amazing! Hehe.

It started as a crush but after someone showed me his pics, it was never the same. She in effect sealed his fate as my shithead!

On top of that, I love chocolates! You can ask my Penny Pooh, Hanne Pooh and Tinay. They'll testify that I'm a chocolate addict and they will cite Penny's gift for me on Christmas and last new year's eve's half pound Cadbury as an example. That giant of a Toblerone and Cadbury didn't last me a week. Hehe

And now, I found a new sense of appreciation for M&Ms! :P

This makes me wonder though how much trouble can I get because of this new shithead... Hopefully not too much! I have enough of that from my friends and their experiences. :)

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Not Meant To Be

In an interview, where I know my weaknesses can be used to discomfort me or can be used as a mark against me, I knew that those weaknesses can also be my greatest argument to prove I'm the best person for the job. Or at least that I should be one of the people to be considered. I don't know if it got me the job but it gave me a shot to showcase something else I'm really good at - Playacting!!! Haha. Oh and I got one of the post opening and was one the earliest to be pulled out to start on the post. It may not have worked as expected but it worked in getting me a shot!

Out of town and in a game of Chance and Consequences, we were to pick a card from a faced down deck and the one with the lowest will have to go thru the agreed consequence. Several show of hands after and several consequences and I'm still consequence-free. I just look at the deck and look at the back of these cards, I pick the card that gives me the best vibe or a so-so vibe and the night was set for me. It didn't fail me once that night!

In a cab, on my way to work, the dilemma usually is to either give the direction to the driver or not to. That day, I had a feeling that making that turn is a good idea but I didn't ask the driver to make the turn. So driver didn't make a turn, we ended up going thru a semi-closed road due to a basketball court repainting job going on where we needed some maneuvering to make it out.

And what does that tell me??? The first two argues go with your intuition and the last convinces me! The problem with this though is that following your intuition is not like a multiple choice test where you can clearly see your choices. Sometimes the choices are not apparent and you have to do some hard thinking and if logic or reasoning is not one of your greatest strengths, following intuition is like stalking a cute stranger -- chancy at best!

So it becomes not whether which of the choices you should pick but more like are these all the choices we have or we just freaking blind? Blinded by what only those in the outside can tell!!! All I know is that when something's done and over with, all that's left for us to do is deal.

If there's too many things going on to prevent you from going through with something or getting it on with someone, it's either it's a call for you to try harder or it's not really meant to be. It's up to you! Whatever makes you or help you survive the aftermath.

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I am an Optimist,
unrepentant and militant.
After all, in order not
to be a fool an optimist
must know how sad a place
the world can be. It's
only the pessimist who
finds this out everyday.
-- Peter Ustinov


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